This is for you ;)

I know this isn't some deep anecdote or poem talking about my "feelings" or anything... But here's a post, for someone named @joeferneezy ! Haha :P I will be getting on here this week.. Next topic: my tattoo and its meaning. Stay Tuned ;)


SashaButttttttttt

First post of the year

Man, have I been slacking on these posts! I must have NO followers by now. Lol.

Anyway, I'm working in retail now, for those that currently lack that useless tidbit of knowledge..

Facts about right now:

-I've been thinking about my ex too much, wtf? Sooo last year.
-I've been super lazy after work and sleeping wayy tooo late in the AM's
-Still haven't gotten my damn car on the road
-NO crushes.

i'll write more latersaurus! =]

chipped nail polish

Everything you say evokes a tear
An ephemural epiphany of why you're not here
It wasn't something that I did wrong
It was manifested in the fact that we didn't belong
You spoke so many words that summoned thoughts in my mind
And recollecting memories that compel me to rewind
I try to disdain the accelerating beat of my heart
Because I know that our lives can't align and we'll depart
An incipient affinity that I could not understand
We obtained a bond that didn't go as planned
I had a vision, an ideal depiction
but it seems that what we had was just a contradiction
I'll consider this unrequited love, a stepping stone
and as I move on, I'll learn to leave you alone

On the outside looking in

Life is too short.

It really is.

I don't understand the people who feel the need to lie, and get someone to fall for someone that they aren't.

I don't understand the people who do everything out of "compassion" when in the long run, it was solely to benefit themselves.

I don't understand the people who give selfish advice, hoping for the outcome to brighten their own future.

I don't. I just don't.

Insideeee.

Trying to mold my future isn't easy when I have my goals constantly changing, and my mind constantly rearranging my priorities. It's almost as though I am growing up too fast for myself. It feels like too much for me to handle, and place a tight grasp on. The only aspects of my life that I cannot control are the only ones that I DO want to control. Oh well.


What it is, is what it do.

Ha.


Well IDK what else to say. I was inspired to write a poem or perhaps just a philosophical tidbit but I'm slacking..



Yours, with the greatest regards,

Sasha Butttt.

Growling Stomach

Bagel in my bag..
In the library..

NO FOOD OR DRINKS.

how gay!

(ANYWAY) Guess who has a job interview this Saturday @ Pacsun?! Yes, of course. YOU.

ok maybe not.. but ME.

I'm happy, i really need a job and I hope this is it. If I dont get hired anywhere by November 1st I'm gonna apply at the movie theaters and everywhere else because the holidays are arriving and people will be hiring.


Love life -> Still life photo.


Humour me with comments,

j'adore


Sasha

Wanting what you can't have

It's inevitable. I told him I don't want to contact him until he's really ready for me.

But I catch myself reaching for the phone, longing to hear his voice, for him to hold me again, and to kiss him again. This is so unhealthy. I cant go a minute without him crossing my mind.

I have an interview at Pacsun this saturday <3


Maybe this job will get my mind off of him!

I keep hearing break up and love songs everywhere and I just wanna say STFU!!


Miss you Angel Gabriel Rodriguez :(


*Love is a fairy taleeee.*